it’s been a year
i’m back
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im doing this post before i weigh myself, and im going to do one after.
uh, i haven’t weighed myself in two weeks cause i wanted to see how much ive lost, but i know ive gained..not even maintained weight but actually gained i guess we’ll find out..
ate pretty much the entire world today.
starting over tomorrow.
What does a hamburger have that being thin doesn’t? Instant gratification? Imagine eating a hamburger. First, the sight, then the smell, and then the taste. Greasy, fattening, calorie-filled taste. Now imagine standing up, looking in the mirror, and seeing your hipbones, your flat stomach, your collarbone, your spine, your ribs, the gap between your thighs. Imagine catching someone staring at you, and not feeling self-conscious. Imagine going shopping. Imagine going to the pool. Imagine crowd-surfing. Imagine exactly how you will feel in each and every situation you will be in when you are tiny. And then tell me that being thin doesn’t have instant gratification.
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was fasting all day
and then my boyfriend and i broke up, sweeeeet.
